The Second Coming

Bittersweet Heart

2010-09-10T10:00:00.001-07:00

You can buy me a laptop or anything I desire, but the thing I desire most in the world is something money can never buy.

So just put your money aside...I don't need it...

A night to count the stars

2010-08-30T11:54:00.001-07:00

It's about 1.55am,haha I'm so retarded suddenly just randomly post. Honestly I feel I just have to do something before I can get into my sleeping mode,sleeping nowadays don't seem to give me the rest I need. The body may rest but the mind is still active.

Anyways I'm in kevins house:) oh man I'm so hapy cos it's been a long time since I've been able to have a stay over,thank god for that! Erm so right now all of them are alr sleeping(Kevin,zhouzhi,jinhan) but I'm still awake! Yay losers sleep so fast.

Oh and about this post,it's not just a random one which I posted to cure my boredom,but it actually has a purpose. I could not sleep and did the usual things like fbing,reading soccer news etc to try and get me to fall asleep. But apparently after half an hour I'm still wide awake-.-

I tossed and turn before having a look out at the window watching the moon as it glances back at me, thinking what would tmr would be like and in that instance I was hit by a memory a long time ago where I asked myself the same question. It was the day before the first day of secondary school and being excited for the first day of school to have a first hand experience of wht being a teenager is like, I look out of my window in the same way and I asked what would tomorrow be like?

From that day onwards I begin to learn and realise that living as a teenager is not easy,it's a period where challanges would be thrown at us constantly. Like a crazy roller coaster ride,you may never know when a turn is coming,when a plunge may hit us and occasionally we get to relax a while while we are at the top,but in the next instant we are dropping back down again.

I can swear that if I was to try and figure out how my future would be like in sec 1, I would not have imagined it to be like what is in my life right now. I would not have guessed that two of my good friends right now where people which i do not really like in a past,I would not have guessed that I would have a belief in my life,that I would have responsibilities to handle.

But at that time I would also never imagined that I would have a relationship just at sec1, would be a person that is low in self esteem, a person that has a broken family, a directionless person which has lost responsibility to lead and also having a miserable life that is tied down by many activities altogether.

Haha I know what I typed may sound gay,retarded or redundant to be in the page. But from this small pocket of thoughts, I am able to see the past things that happen to me for the pass three years and that how I have been as a person since I entered this new life. It's such a big change,both good and bad are present. All of these are linked by part and parcel of happenings in my life. From a simple word of love,to stresses and sad events.

By looking out of the window and just reflecting does not form a write up of thoughts which gains sympathy or oppurtunities for encouragement from others. But rather a status check,a write up that enables one to think about their wrongs to rights and how are they gonna change that in their currents and future life.

~"Don't just float,stay grounded to earth and live life to the fullest."

amen.(Star count 0)

I have to cope peoples internet to post this.

2010-08-13T05:44:00.001-07:00

Argh life without and Internet connection sucks!!! I'm so desperate for it that I even have to cope from other wireless connections which are freaking slow!!! I feel so stress right now cos just now I was blogging on my iPhone and when I was about to push send,someone called me and whatever I wrote is gone! Sianz...

I'm so tired from writing another page of what I'm gonna post about so I'm just gonna screw it ans write something else. Yay:)

Erms...today is a boring day,after school I had nothing to do.Kevin had remedial and something aft that,zz had cca and Clarabelle invited me to follow them to see a performance by Beast and 4Min but I refused,no offence but I don't really like K-pop.I came home eat bathe then had to rush out again to watch a movie with my bro.We were late so we took a cab to Tiong. After the movie we went to the arcade and I just sat there and watch as my bro played tekken for half and hour,we met this guy from Fairfield not really sure what his name is I think is Jet or something. He also plays tekken and challenged my bro two times and on both occasions he lost.LOL!!!

We came back soon after that.I'm so sian that I think that other than jin han Kevin or zz I have no other friends to hang out with.Sigh such a lonely boy;( Well I'm quite tired alr,haha I fell asleep two times while typing this:D So I'm gonna slp now!!!

Take a nap and you'll dream of me:D

2010-07-07T05:42:00.001-07:00

Today is one of the best days of my life cause all my tests are over!!!Yays so happy:)But still I think I'm gonna do badly for some of them cause I feel I din really prepare well for them.Haiz sian,tmr we are going to get back our Amath pp,all the best for those who felt they din do too well like me.Oh man the more I think about it the more depressed I become...
Well anyways we must move on with life and yeah try harder next time ba.Right now I'm lying on my bed,trying not to think about anything but just take a short nap before I wake up to finish up my Amath!!!Wah just thought about amath again,well I think I better stop talking,start sleeping.

Re-entering reality

2010-06-26T10:15:00.001-07:00

Oh man this sucks,I can't use the com cos I'm forced to got to bed-.- I think this is the gazzillion times i'm posting in the dark using my iPhone,gonna spoil my eyes which are alr spoilt...

Well anyway holidays are gonna be over,yeah I know,it just sneaked pass without you looking at it right?Haha but still we still can't escape the fact that tests are coming in this busy term 3 and guess what,I'm not prepared yet!!!Sianzzz

But still other than chionging tmr,I want to thnk god for the brilliant camp I had with central.I felt it was a camp that was not the best but it is one that I really think I had the best attitude towards it compared to the others camps I had.My heart and mind were 'one' and I felt really happy to be talking and helping around with the food and stuff and at the same time I was able to enlarge my social circle!Something that has not been a norm for me:)

For those still spiritually unstable continue to jy! If you know the status of your heart,do something abt it cos no one can help you more compared to how much you can help yourself:)

Once again,guys jy in school for your exams and tests!!! :D

The otherside of the world.

2010-06-06T10:54:00.001-07:00

Being here with my family and relatives has really brought me great joy and comfort as I am able to experience the warm and cozy feeling of this home.

It is really a joy to be here as I feel that I am away from the ever so busy lifestyle in Singapore as everything here is so laid back,which is in a way good.Time here passes by really slowly because there is not much to travel to in this area of Australia and that is why there is more time with the family and therefore more companionship.

Living here also have brought my mind to be in a state of relaxation as back in Singapore there are always much problems to deal with and it really creates alot of stress and anxiety for the human brain.Eventhough here i am more relaxed,I am still worried about things happening in Singapore and like,what will I be facing when I get back to my life...

If only everyday in Singapore will be as good as living here in Australia.

sleepless nights

2010-05-28T10:23:00.000-07:00

It's just one of the times when you go to bed,a thought comes to mind and you just can't go to sleep...

Ever.fly

2010-05-21T09:41:00.001-07:00

Sometimes the things you wish could happen to you would never come,but somehow ironically the worst of things always come looking for you.

But hey,look on the bright side...holidays are coming!!! Hopefully during this period of time,it would make us sit down and think of our past sucess and failiures,and hopefully we can do good of ourselves and spend our hols wisely.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!
(this is a random post,nothing else to do:)

Bumpy Ride

2010-05-09T11:18:00.000-07:00

Hey i'm back to post after being a long time away from india.Came back on sat actually and yea,despite the fact that i am glad to be back in singapore,nothing has really changed here.Monday will be the start of e- learning and soon tuition will come and school will be reopened.I'm glad to be back not because i think india sucks but its cos i miss the feeling of a comfortable enviroment.India was really fun by the way,experienced things many other people can't so ya thank god for this trip.

Being away in another country was fruitful and a really a good break for myself,for one week i was away from tests,homework,my family and many other things that i am responsible in.It was like having this feel that i am able to run freely without restriction.Had more time to spend with friends,have fun and not forgetting obtaining experiences from there.Things we did there were great like sightseeing,helping the needy,understanding india culture etc.Hostility and wellfare was great and we were able to enjoy this trip with comfort.

Coming back brought a great sense of joy in me as i was thankful to be back home,but it was dashed out straight after i reached the airport realising that i still had the problems clinging on to me since i left and i thought i would rather go back to india than to live this life in singapore.And this is the feeling that i had experience countless times,all in different situations.It just hurts a person's mentality so much that a person's inspiration was overshadowed by this reality.

My life is like an airbourne object,free falling down the sky.You are unable to control how fast it falls,how rapid it rotates or where it lands.Similarly i just let my life fall and see how and where it falls to.

"When problems arise, do you take it head on or just avoid it?"

Re-start

2010-04-17T11:29:00.001-07:00

Taking time to
Reflect my past failiures,
Regroup my purpose,
Reset my goals,
Rest my mind,
Remember the reason,
Reemphasis my objectives and
Restart this journey again...

sometimes we just lost our way without knowing it and subconsciously sink into an entity of darkness...

2010-04-04T08:08:00.000-07:00

"Do more than belong: participate. Do more than care: help. Do more than believe: practice. Do more than be fair: be kind. Do more than forgive: forget. Do more than dream: work."

-William Arthur Ward

There is always something that we can work on in our lives,we just need to know what we lack in.

Faithless dreams

2010-04-03T11:12:00.001-07:00

When I was young,I was five when I watch my first soccer game.It was a replay of the Liverpool vs Westham F.A Cup final.As I watched I could still remembered my love at first sight for the game,it was when the captain of,Steven Gerrard, struck a miraculous ball from a distance and gracefully it hit the back of the net with a bang.What I saw when that happen was just indescribable,I could still remember how the crowd went wild,the players were all celebrating with such joy and thrill.From that moment on,what I had on my mind was something any ordinary Singaporean would say will be a 'dream',I wanted to be a player at Liverpool...

As of today,this dream of mind have just faded into something to be even less than a thought and if I ever told you football is something my life depend on you wouldn't believe me.Part of it is leaning on to the fact that is because it is something true.Football is just part and parcel of my life,at least for the past 4 years of my life,it is something I take as a hobby or a element of fun.But on the other hand it is also something true becuase after the day I watched the match,I went back to my childcare,found a ball and started kicking it against the fence with all the strength I had in my leg.My friend then curiously asked me what was I doing,he questioned why wasn't I playing blocks with them.I then answered him with pride in my face,"I'm playing football..."That was my first few moments when I felt I was moving towards my dream

But towards the end of primary school life,I realise being the best was hard especially when you had other areas in your life you have to strive in.So slowly I stopped playing soccer and towards sec 1 I have already lost interest in the sport because of many things,such as discouragements and watching others surpass you in the sport.It was really disheartening because you have to lose something without a choice but a reason.It's like being a bird trying to fly but you know you can't cause you are tied down.

The effect of the cause is really evident because if some may realise when they watch me,I am not as 'enthusiastic' for the sport anymore.I usually don't feel like playing when there is an oppurtunity to whereas in the past I would give up everything and play whenever possible.I am not as committed to the CCA in sec school as compared to pri school where I never missed even one training.I sometimes lost the willpower to even run for a ball,whereas in the past I would the one racing for every ball for my team.

Now,in this time of my life,football is just a CCA to me.I realise every known fact of football that it is Impossible to be even representing my own country,a small dot on earth,how isit even possible to play for something that is just a dream?

~In thailand,from young,elephants are kept by a rope that is pegged to the ground and attatched to it's leg.Being a young infant,the elephant is unable to pull free from the rope that is hammered to the earth as it is still weak,it will keep struggling but as always it gives up in a few days time.Fully growned elephants are also being secured in a similar way,with a rope attatched to it's leg and only secured with a nail in the ground,but still the elephant is unable to break free.The reason is simple,because of the fact that when this elephant was young,it had the mentality that it was unable to pull itself free and eventually gave up trying.Even now being the same elephant,it had enough strength that with just a simple kick it would bring the nail out of the ground.But it won't because,it already knows that it would be useless to even try...

Blah Blah Blah...

2010-03-26T07:36:00.000-07:00

Haha i have received many comments about how i need to update my blog more!I'm sorry that i've not been able to done so as life during sec3 is just so stress...aha jking not really stress la but its more about how i spend my time on stuff.Like on mondays i have training,if there is no training then i would just waste my time away cos i din intend to do anything on that day.On tuesdays i have literature tuition after school,therefore i'm not able to go for Lg :( and i have to try and complete any hw i have during the time before i leave for tuition,cos after tuition it would be very late lez...and most of the time i would finish all my homework at 12plus.On wednesday is my only free day,and it's the only day i can spend time with my friends after sch.Thur training again.Fri i will usually go and play basketball/soccer for the afternoon and ofcos do my hw at night.Hmm,now that i've think about it,maybe there is time for at least one or two posts.Well i guess i'm just not a person that likes to blog :p

Anyways today after school i went back home and watched movies for the whole afternoon.Haha i know la,i'm a slacker...but actually i was suppose to meet someone in the afternoon,turn out the person could not make it so ya.I watched The Tooth Fairy and 3/4 of Hurt locker,3/4 because it was too boring so i decided to stop and just nice it was also time to leave for the talk in school.

In school,i din expect alot of parents to turn up but surprisingly there was quite a number that attended the talk.I saw some people like hongting,shaun,sheree,adeline,amelia that also attended the talk with their parents.So when it was time,me and my mom went to find a place to seat then we listen...listen...listen...zzz.haha i never sleep la,but seriously the talk was too too boring le.i also dunno why i choose to attend this talk anyway,i was just there cos of the free food=) the brownies,bee hoon and sandwiches were damn nice!!!haha i think the parents all came for the food also.

ok bye bye!i have posted!!!

~i am lost,to be found by you.

Another week passing by...

2010-03-04T04:29:00.001-08:00

I feel that I need to stop having breaks in between qt,it really affects momentum of the mind.And after everytime I stop,it is always hard to restart the engine.This week was a really terrible week for me,it seems that everyday was just passing by and I realise nothing much is changing in my life (things that I planned to change in my life),many things have become a norm to me,thing like waking up at 7 when I should reach sch by 6.45,qt,last min planning,sleeping in late too(last night I slept at 2am-.-).This is not good and the test we had this week did not help at all.I guess it's back to square one:(

What's your display pic?

2010-02-21T02:24:00.000-08:00

oh man...suppose to meet kevin and weili today to plan mcg but i totally forgot about it and have to go for dinner,haha sorry guys.

"Your image is the thing that leaves people impressions of you and people are always conscious about their image.i'm not saying it is wrong to dress up to be cool but when you do,let's remember what is the image we are upholding in our hearts.You maybe well accepted by others with your image right now but in time to come image will fade and the image of your heart will reside..."

Unfair and sad world...

2010-01-31T08:48:00.001-08:00

"...in the next few min...I would have failed two of my goals..."

This week has been frigging omg...I can't even think straight now,got so many things running through my head at the same time,so many things I have to decide on,so many times I taste defeat...

And when I thought tmr would be a better day...it god freaking worse!I mean...it's not even one quater of the year and i've been in this much shit...how much of it am I gonna recieve?!taboleh tahan la,I knew this year would be damn hard but I never expected it to be that hard.there's only so much of ass washing with a cup I wanna do!

Like...here's an example(assume it is untrue cos it is...this e.g does not refer to anyone,even if the story maybe similar to that person.any negative thoughts caused is deeply regretted): you guys think that you don't want to attend "it" cos you people have other 'piorities' based on factors that include yourself in it.And me myself,rush my ass there on a weekly basis and attend without fail.I made many sacrifices financially,physically and mentally.but when I see what's happening around me...I think to myself "other than god,what am I doing this for?I might as well be like them." it's really sad...when I see all this things happening it really breaks my heart...

There are also times when I try to help,but got ignored...
There are times when I tried my best,but got criticized for my efforts...
There are times when I saw light...but darkness was given out from others and it blocked my heart...
There are times when I extended my hand...but you just pushed me away...
There are times I wanted to have a strong heart...but it broke in an instant when troubles came by...this is the sad and unfair world we live in...

All this "things/examples" I said,at least on of them is true or is infact happening right now in your life.My life,personally is now you can say, in a 'mess' but the thing,the driving force behind my every intention is you.'You' may not only refer to people,god or friends...but It can be many other things that are important in your life...

So when you feel like giving up,when you feel rejected,when you feel lost,when you felt betrayed(and the list goes on and on)...ask yourself what is the thing that drives your every intention,what is the thing made you held on,what is important in your life?

The reasons why we are deeply enraged with emotions mostly is not because of these factors,but what we think of them.

"...Everyone has their own battles and it is up to you in how you want to win it...it's always been you..."

21/1

2010-01-21T09:11:00.001-08:00

Aww man...I damn worried abt tmr's match man.I really scared that i'll screw up the team,so tmr I have to score or help the team score!!!need to have faith...

Anway I realise after almost a month into the new year,everything seems to past us without is knowing.and I also realise that the possibility of achieving our goals are getting lesser and lesser each day.I don't know is it because we are too busy or cos we don't care.our first objective is just to get 5 lower sec,and now what we got is 0!I can't stand it to see people on a different mindset as the others.only some of us are willing to take the sacrifices and I think for me making this sacrifice will really be a HUGE one.

What happen to the spirit we have in our previous camps,has it all been of the past?I'm really worried for everyone including myself.

so this week what I've done not on purpose but just reflecting upon it,is simply not doing my time with god,throughout the week. And I felt something I've not tasted for 3months...FREEDOM.other than gathering at the foyer for qt,nothing else of the day was anything related to god and to me it felt pretty normal,I'm not saying I'm ok with this.but it's normal in a way that this are what other people are experiencing in their lives too,they leave god out of the majority of their time they have.so this 'freedom'was something that felt normal,and you may ask,if it's normal why is it freedom?
It's freedom in a sense that we are not conscientious in what we do,speak or behave and we are the ones called to be 'salt and light' of this world.if you could say that to god right now with a heart knowing you are one,I admire you and hope you will be an example to others.
If you say to god you are 'salt and light' of this world but you unconsciously say it and sins that you have done this week in sch are revealed to god.I really think you are a joke.no offence,but this is really how impt it is to be and act like a christian.

I also learned something in school today and that is:The Will of The Heart

Goals.this is the thing that most people have in their lives.goals are things that a person works towards to and without goals people work towards nothing.but out of these people who have goals,only few have achieved it.and for those others who did not achieve their goals there can be two choices:
-overcome discouragement that comes upon them and work harder by setting more goals
-remains discouraged and blame people,blame themselves,blame blame blame...

If you are a person without a will there will be no way for you to achieve your goals as the saying goes when there's a will there's a way.If anyone has set their sight on goals,in order to achieve it,they must be willing to go through hardship,willing to go through discouragements,willing to go through failiure and the list goes on and on...

You can't blame the people or anyone around you for not achieving your goals,because 100% of it should come from you and the other x% can be from anything that encourages you which is just a bonus.
Only YOU can decide your own fate

19:1

2010-01-19T08:23:00.001-08:00

Haiz,tuesday is the day where it sucks the most in the week.

School was as usual,boring...somehow I need to have a interest in learning in order to achieve my goals.chapel was zzz could almost practically slp thru the whole thing,but I didn't:) so that's one thing to be happy about.Erms than ya,the rest of the day was pretty much ok.

After school I had to finish my (e)math hw that I owed mr ganesen.and while I was doing my work people were playing monopoly-.-sian....

After that I chionged back home,walking of cos,and saw the volleyball girls on the way,wished them gd luck in my mind and ya never looked back cos I realised the amount of time I have left before tuition.

Reached home,changed,took my other bag with my other stuff and headed out again.I knew that If I took bus I would be late,so I'm sacrificing my lunch money rme to take a cab.

Reached there,had tuition then I came back...tired like hell...then I remembered still got hw!!!I cried first then I started to do.do do do,do do do then along came my father and at that time I was doing my (a)math,so for fun,I went to ask him a question.in the end,got scolded because of(don't wanna know).it was pretty plain stupid but ya,I know I'm stupid so no choice...but I really hate the feeling of getting scolded,really makes you feel like dying.and when my father scolds,it's not a regular type of scolding but a scolding where you will understand If u were me.

Sometimes when I have a question,I would no longer dare to ask,cos I know I confirm will get scolded someway somehow.be it being careless,don't know how to do or wadever..I will just be scolded.haiz really dam sian...

~realizing what it is like without you by my side for a week.

18/1

2010-01-18T08:19:00.001-08:00

Wow it's been a gazzillion years since I've posted anything on this blog!!!so I think it's time I revive this corpse and make it sexy again!haha thank you I know I'm stupid l,but not everyone is smart so I'm just one of them.

Anyway for this past few months life has really been at a very fast pace for me.there was christmas,then new year and now Chinese new year is on it's way!Celebrations...I always wondered why is there celebrations,isit to make people happy,let them feel aknowledge or maybe even just for the fun of it?I dunno...
Through the months,there were many problems tht came in my way too.problems with my own life,my friends,my new class,my family relationship,my weekly life and my spiritual life as well:( but somehow I know that I have grown.
So as I looked towards the future,all I see are waves of unpredictable things that are gonna happen this year,I don't know what might happen,but I know that as I get closer to god,he will give me a bigger boat to face this waves.
Ha...imagine if your life is relied on by just a sampan in the pacific ocean...

Today!

2009-12-09T20:00:00.001-08:00

I can officially pronounce that this blog is DEAD!!!!hahaha

photos

2009-11-24T17:23:00.000-08:00

I just want to be close to you

2009-11-23T17:27:00.001-08:00

Monday:
it has been the same here and nothing has changed much from the time i came till now.
from monday to saturday it has always been the same routine for me.in the morning at about 6,i will wake up,have a bathe,brush my teeth,and will have breakfast either in the hotel or at the testing station itself.we then head down and get a cab to the testing station.we then have our breakfast and the guys will go to work at about 8.well,what we are suppose to do here is basically to test out the switchboard that my father is going to sell to his client as it needs to be certified before it can be sold.so in the test there are many other tests that consist in it,some that i know of are temperature test,water test,shock test or smth like that haha.but anyway while these things happen,I have to stay in the guest room to wait till the day Is over.occasionally I come out of the room to the testing ground when I need to take some photos for my dad or when I'm too sian and need to take a walk haha.the best time of the day is when the days is over,we would go and EAT!!!hahah.we visited many restaraunts alr,mostly of them are Chinese restaraunts,tim sum,Cantonese,Taiwanese restaraunts all fall under that category.erm for me I like the taiwanese restaraunt the most cos of their duck,I can promise it's the best roast duck I ever eaten:)shiok.then we will head back to the hotel,wash up,watch some tv then go to bed.quite a boring day huh-.-from Monday to Friday is all work,but the best days of the week are always the weekends.I will be able to get some time to sleep more and explore sydney abit more.haha yesterday my father and I went to the shopping mall opposite our hotel,we walked around,ate some stuff and continued window shopping.haha,I almost wanted to buy a shoe,but I guess I shouldn't cos the price of the shoes here are like whoosh,too bloody expensive le.even the converse shoes I'm wearing is cheaper than the ones I found here.the one I bought was I think about $60-90 only,over here it's like $150!!!haha mad right.but ya I also saw some cool shoes that you won't find in Singapore cos it's their local brand,hmm maybe I should buy those.erms...after walking around for an hour we decided to buy some DVDs to watch at our hotel.the DVDs here are rly cheap,like only$6-9 for a movie.I chose only one DVD and my dad chose the other two,haha I chose the movie Friday the 13th.I watched it ltr that afternoon and it was the most gruesome and violent movie ever!!!but I forgot to look at the rating:MA15 cos it had sexual scenes and nudity in it-.-but I'm turning 15 in a few months time so who cares.haha
Tuesday:
Haha ok,continuing from the previous post:)
Today I woke up in the morning did my stuff I do every morning and went out of the hotel with Mr Koh,one of my dad's consultants.I am now currently staying at the mantra hotel just a road down from my previouse hotel,The Sebel hotel.haha it's a studio apartment,slightly smaller but cos it's only for two.the apartment at sebel was bigger cos it was for four.haha personally I prefer the sebel hotel.
We then walked to the sebel hotel to fetch the other two consultants Mr Loh and Miss Lim.haha actually they were suppose to be at the mantra hotel but Miss Lim was afraid to stay alone so we switched with them.I then hailed a taxi and went to Lancove West Buisness Park.on the way there,there was not much talking in the car,haha the atmosphere was quite awkward for me cos I thought we started out quite well when we first met each other.
Haiz now I am in guest room waiting for the test to start.haha I wonder what I will do in Singapore if I din come to Australia...

Sat

2009-11-13T23:48:00.000-08:00

haiz...i really don't find the need of a blog man.cos like first of all,my english sucks and one of the reasons is that i always use wrong words and it is proven that people will not be attracted to read something that is poorly written.secondly,my blog sucks.i don't know the specific reasons but from my point of view it just sucks haha.erm...thirdly,i'm not those type of people who will bother to type about their everyday life and etc.fourthly,i don't think anyone will visit this blog anyway.It has no purpose.

haha maybe after you(those faithful http://www.rising-generations.blogspot.com/ readers)read the paragraph above.most of you will or will not think that i will close this blog,well your guess is the same as my thought
...i have no idea.

ya i havent really considered taking away this blog.haha continue tmr,dam tired now=P.

Friday

2009-11-12T13:53:00.000-08:00

yeah.i'm now in australia,sydney=)haha i just arrived yesterday morning and had to go to the testing factory place immediatly cos my father's product needed to be fixed or smth like that.and that was mostly where we were and what we did yesterday so ya...yesterday quite boring

haha o ya i also want to share about my experience in the plane.this is what happen...i was in the plane and then i happen to have a sudden urge to take a shit,so ya i waited for my turn in the long line.when it was finally my turn,i did my usual procedures.first i would take a wet toilet paper and wipe the sit making sure it was clean,then i would then do the first procedure but with the toilet paper dry this time.i then sat down and was having trouble in letting it out cos u know i was in a plane and being in a plane is quite different from being on the ground,the feeling was different...then i started to wonder to myself,what will happen if there was a turbulance when i was in this situation.i've always thought about this sort of thing b4 and thought it would be quite funny but i never expected to be the person in that sort of situation.

so ya i started to panic and thought of things that will happen if i were to be in this position for a long time.this then triggered the...the shitting effect or whatever.haha and as expected...it was not during the turbulance,but the shit came out too fast and it became something like diaohrea,haha it was a very messy situation and i dont think i should go into the details.

err still got what to post about...err...er...

2009-11-07T17:16:00.001-08:00

Yay!got back my phone:D

2009-11-06T21:06:00.001-08:00

haha...i dam sian ah.firstly cos my iphone is gone,yes you people with phones may laugh all you want cos i would also lmao if i were you.my father took my phone about 10 days ago so ya sorry for not replying some of you.err ya quite sad cos of that,dunno whether i will get my phone back...or maybe i won't ever get a phone again.
anyway when i heard abt my results yesterday,i don't know how my reaction was like...i mean like literally blank,haha when i think its cos i wasn't really interested in finding out the results.i was actually told about it before going to kevins house,and these were the exact words that were said
i was told "you in course 2"
i replied "ok"
"same class as kevin"
"sian...what class,3 what?"
"3G"
"orh"
then i went up to kevins house to see the class list.laugh at some people like Jin Han cos his class is like shyt(no offence) and some other people i shouldnt really say.haha so next year will be a new year and i dunno how to end off.byebye

haha die le

2009-10-20T09:25:00.000-07:00

Haha i think tomorrow will be a sad day for me(everyone).Good luck to everyone

Finally...

2009-10-18T00:06:00.000-07:00

haha i think i was so happy on that day that i had no time to blog about how i felt after exams were over.to be honest,i wasnt really had the joyous feeling when it was over,i could not really know why.maybe its cos i feel i did not do well or maybe i could have done and prepared better before exams.haha guess i played to much=P...so ya i guess which stream i will be on next year will be like a medicore one,anything more than that is a bonus.

so ya on thur after we finish our last pp(i got IR for that pp-_-)we went to donians house to play!!!we went to play soccer first and were having a good time until the guard came...stupid guard.then we decided to head towards the swimming pool and decided to swim.well...actually not rly exactly swim,just play water and stuff.haha we also tried to taught wei lun how to swim and even with the words of 'wisdom' of jin han,wei lun still did not have the courage to swim in the deep part of the pool.lol nvm can improve one la.after we finish swimming,we went on to the toilet to shower,haha we made so much noise in the toilet that i think the cleaner was too scared to tell us off.then being bored,we went into the sauna and got steamed!!!haha then we play true or dare.haha sry the things we say at that time will only be contained among the seven of us so must shh...

as the temperature of the sauna rose to about 35C those who cannot ta han went to swim again then only me kevin jinxiang and donian remain in the room.

(write again another time,haha i want to game le)

2009-09-17T13:00:00.000-07:00

today is nothing to be talked about...

2009-09-11T10:06:00.000-07:00

We always have a choice,but it is whether we will choose the right choice...

say hey ( i love you )

2009-09-07T09:14:00.000-07:00

Haha,i heard this song yesterday night and now it's still in my head!argh it's damn nice!!! =D

you know i will always love you all...

Toilets

2009-09-05T05:57:00.001-07:00

"Relief rooms"

Public toilets-the toilet that most people try to avoid but also the toilet that most people use.most of them are dirty therefore not suitable for people like me to shit there as I have a 'shy butt' but we have no choice but to use it as they are 'convenient'.overall: C for cleaniness,not my ride

Hotel toilets- the most clean and mantained toilets are normally found in hotels.there will always be cleaners there to make sure they are always clean and air fresheners are installed to 'purify' the air.toilet seats are always spotless but can be abit cold when u seat on it.overall:A for cleaniness,userfriendly

My house toilet-the toilet where I find is most comforting for my usage.floor is always kept dry and toilet pp will always be there for usage:)
But there are times where the seat is dirty as people like my father and brother like to 'spray' their pee everywhere...there was one time I even saw pee on the wall-.- the toilet also has to be shared by me,my bro,my sis and my maid so sometimes I find it time consuming to wait for my go.but the good thing is I can use it as long as no ones wants to use it therefore allowing me to shyt in piss.overall: B for cleaniness,most comfortable for me:D

this is a random post while I am shitting,Ty for reading:)
Haha

Waaah

2009-09-01T09:43:00.000-07:00

My experience during the long weekend can only be describe in these few words due to my lazyness:D

Saturday:svc
Sunday:tution in morning,hope premier league-win(i scored a sexy goal:p)in the afternoon,went to cityhall to see mr ezal's band and anberlin.sad never got invlolved in mosh pit:(
Monday:teachers day
Tuesday:unit cg

details will not be written anyfurther...

Life is hard to get a grip on...it slips off everytime I try to get a grip on it...

svc

2009-08-29T10:35:00.000-07:00

wow...today i felt i was really blessed today.today's sermon was quite good and it really made me realise that i should just forget about the past and move on towards something better.haha it really makes sense to me,lol also dunno why i'm so happy but i know deep in my heart,to be able to be successful i still need to watch and reflect upon what i do everyday.

i am not on top with things like studies,character,leadership,cca and singing?haha,ya i'm not very good with things like that and i get critisized because i'm not good in those things...people compare me with people who are.so ya as a good person i just laugh it off and moved on.but as i ponder upon those critisisms i feel insecure and keep thinking am i really like that?did i act like that just now?some of them are true but most of them are purely not true at all.some of them are like really no link like:'you are lousy in so so,you cant be like___'then i'm like in my mind,'ok...so what has that entirely got to do with me?'and i pretend not to be irritated and just laugh it off.i know i'm a wimp complaining to myself like this,but i don't think i'm the only one.i think many people are also victims of critisms,to be given insecurities that are not suppose to be there.

and wads more the people who do this are my friends...what a sad world...even friends make this remarks of you.and i wanna highlight again they are your FRIENDS who are suppose to be the people who are ya,your friends.also most of them,i noticed are also guys...most girls are ok haha.so like...ya,its all this small things that can really affect your confidence in yourself and how you will think of your friend.but in a way it helps me develop in my character so that i am more open towards friends and accept even people who are not well-liked.

"do not stop and think about the bad memories,but learn from it,forget about it and move along..."

Science sucks!!!

2009-08-27T06:07:00.001-07:00

Lol i'm studying for sci but at the same time blogging...argh I dunno how to study!!!>.<
This is bs!!!

Lol

2009-08-24T07:15:00.001-07:00

Haha ok...I'm gonna make this clear to people...errherm.
I am not Obessed with snsd!!!
Haha I watch the vids cos I find it quite cool and cos yuri quite cute:) but that's not the main point manz...so ya plz don't misunderstand my action k?

SNSD ROCKS TO THE CORE!!!

Haha got u,....abit lame but really...don't misunderstand...

faith

2009-08-23T03:29:00.000-07:00

i have a burden for people,to do something that will change lives.even so i still need to have faith and change myself in the process.

"believe in it and wait with expectancy"

FEVER

2009-08-21T11:30:00.000-07:00

argh!my fever is back again...it's seriously bugging me now,always on and off.it caused me to have a really runny nose in class and i had no tissue!!!so i'm sure many of you could see me trying to wipe stuff off my nose,it really made me very miserable=(hopefully i'm cured by tomoro =D

X.X

2009-08-20T05:49:00.000-07:00

Argh!damn tired now...got fever-_- 37.6 and increasing at the moment.going to training didn't really improve my status but I think after I bathed it lowered a few degrees...haiz I hate this feeling of getting sick,it's so irritating man...first you get the coughes,than get the cold and then eventually getting the FEVER!!!waa it sucks big time!and the most irritaing part is that it always occur in the night and by day it is gone...god if you wan me get fever that give the whole package to me,don't give to me bit by bit,too torturing for me:(there are also possibilities of me nt gg to school tomoro cos I think this time the sickness will not be cured in the morning but see how first.argh I duwan miss school tomoro manz cos I'm still not clear of my math,I need the help from sch now and can't rely on my tution now as my tutor is also apparently sick too-.-"the whole world is getting sick...I actually thought that maybe after the math lesson I can sign out but the dumb thing is that math is on the last period...WT PORK!!!
So if things get bad tomoro it is either:
1)go to sch tomoro and endure the whole day of lessons
2)don't go to sch and try to study myself(if possible)
3)if not study last min and pray that tuition can be made possible on Sunday

o ya,tomoro I will be watching the s.league a match between safc and home united if the fever goes down...

Anyways...my violated hair sucks

Liverpool will win this season!chiong all the way red!!!

2009-08-16T05:17:00.000-07:00

Haha,I think I made a fool of myself for the past few hours cos I keep tagging randomly when I'm bored.sorry bout this:phaha.
Err so ya...today I practically wasted my whole day by waking up at like 12-.-And from 12-2 I did nothing but watched tv and had my brunch.then at 3 I was invited to play basket ball with the guys.and now I'm back at home again watching Sunday night football...man..lit project we still not done yet:(and to add on my studying of the upcoming history test-.-Help!!!!

bang!!!

2009-08-15T23:57:00.000-07:00

don't shower with diarrhea!!!hahaha

Pow!Boom!Bang!Bam!

2009-08-15T09:55:00.000-07:00

err...i dunno what to blog about now cos i'm tired,hungry yesterday not enough sleep.haha erms today i went out of the house and took a taxi to plaza sing to meet quinn.waah...and guess what,the fare cost $9!!!then i sian...no extra money later-_-so ya i met quinn at macs and we had breakfast before we have shepherding.haha and the funny thing was that both our ice lemon teas were slightly carbonated so it tasted really funny,it also had a slight greenish colour in the substance haha it seems like something that you can find in your toilet=p.so quinn didn't really drink the ice lemon tea but for me i drink anything that is cold haha.after shepherding we went to cathay and played LAN cos i wanted quinn to teach me some stuff about dota.i was pretty confused through the process of like what to buy for a specific hero and how to deny crypts at first,but after a while i got the hang of it so i was satisfied and changed to L4D.at 1.30 we walked back to centre point and went to macs again to meet up with cleon,jonathan,kevin,jang,nicole they all.they ate their lunch and soon after we were on our way to cuppage.svc was great as usual and the sermons was meaninggul...dunno why i don't want to elaborate more about svc erm,nvm moving on>>>we went to meredian to have our dinner.haha while we were all eating baining kept boasting to us about his watch he recieved from one of his class china buddies,Monica haha i think he is really mad about her=s.we went to lan again and played counter-strike which i felt i should be owning the game...haix today no form.then i went home with keith and quinn...hmms one whole day spent like dat...isit worth my time?O ya!!!HISTORY TEST!!!haha just remembered,i think i should be studying tomoro cos my tution is cancelled and postponed to monday.=DCheers!

found this song by the way,nice mv haha

Breakingpoint

2009-08-14T08:34:00.001-07:00

Our heart is something that never stops beating.
Our will is something that will never be broken easily.
Passion is a fire that will never be exstinguished
Dreams always bring us up to the future
Resolve will always be in our hearts to resist our tears
Faith are in the friends we trust in
Hope is always there for a better tomorrow.

But things will not always be like this,things will always change...

What if,
We stop breathing and our heart stops?
Our will is broken by the things around us?
Passion is there but eventually burns out?
Dreams are crushed and are nothing more than a thought?
Our resolve will be torn in our hearts and releases sadness within us?
Faith that is nothing but a lie?
Hope is something that brings our feet back to reality?

...when your breakingpoint comes what will you do?

Things that are randomly roaming in my mind right now

2009-08-11T09:50:00.001-07:00

If what I do now is the right thing,there will be no such thing as wrong in the world.
Things should be done better that it is beyond personal standards.
Fufilment is nothing without passion or desire.
If there is a thing called divorce,why is there marriage in the first place?
Faith cannot be there alone,it needs the support of others.
Hope is believing something that we will wait to happen by itself,faith is knowing that it will be fufiled and expectancy is present in the process of the wait.

I should be studying right now...

2009-08-07T08:31:00.001-07:00

Waah,today school was a freaking unbelievably,astonishingly,non productive etc(need I say more?)waste of time!!!
I believed more could be done in spending these hours in other things then gg to school...argh!!!
I forget to prepare my time table for this week again,so I think this weeks stats will go down as a 1...-_-.anyway after school jh,kev,jang went to eat lunch o and before that we went to play soccer!at the field.haha I played until the I got a cut at the back of my foot as my shoe kept rubbing against my skin and I had sock that was full of blood!:D
We then went back to my place to slack abit before gg for basketball and being restless and childish as always I did many dumb and lame things like stuffing my blood-soaked sock into people,Tao poking people on my bed even though I was very dirty and the bed will be used by me...haiz,dunno why I keep doing this funny things.
So ya we went to linky and played soccer till 4,I was so tired man!!!and i only played like one match...dunno why I get tired so easily these few days,I have a feeling it's my asthma that is affecting me.after that match,I was committed to the decision of continuing my swimming lessons as it really helps people with asthma and cos I wanna achieve my gold star!:)Lol,the dumb thing is people kept asking me why was I emoing...I mean like trying to regain my breath by sitting at a corner is not necessary to mean that I am emoing wad-.-
Then after that we played a few more matches with jon Liu and a few of his classmates,haha we dam funny cos everytime someone scored,the person had to be the keeper.so obviously I tried not to score as much.haha,anyway I felt weizhang was really gd today,got some samba magic.haha
After a while,people got tired of soccer and played basketball,so we had no choice but to follow...sian
Basketball today for me was quite normal,never really excert myself haha I am not actioning aar..I humble one:)by the time we were ready to go home it was already 9.30 plus le.and everyone was like argh! late le! Then we all chionged back home!!!
"normal day today...nothing special..."

2009-08-04T06:26:00.001-07:00

Sian...how improve my soccer!?

Yes...i am here...

2009-08-02T09:19:00.001-07:00

Success to many people is to achieve.To achieve in your studies,achieve in your working career,achieve in sports,achieve in completing your life long dreams.All of this are good,they are things that give you what you want like fame, fortune,family,a good job,an achievement etc;
So what will happen if let's say you have completed what you want to achieve in life,what will be next?Is this what your life and my life will be in the future where you have a fountain of wealth?a globalised fame?Do you really think this is life?to work hard,earn money then die?
This things only last in your lifetime,the fountain will dry up one day and your fame can be at most be a legacy in the end which people will remember.
From my prospective:To live for some future goal is shallow.Like a mountain,we always aim to go to the top,the peak,the highest point of it...but we must always remeber it's the side of the mountain that sustain life,the success is there,not the top.In the present,my goal is to do something in my life that will be sustainable for the rest of my life and not something i will do to a certain extent of it.

"...Success will be to me climbing a mountain ,where failiures will be ever present and dissappointment to ponder upon but it does not matter how slow you are going but what matters is that you never stop and when your times up,you will be able to say yes...i have completed this journey...and what you will leave behind will be a set of footsteps inprinted to the ground for others to follow..."

A point of view that will always change

2009-07-31T10:29:00.001-07:00

Todays meeting made me realize where was our group going and working towards to,nowhere.
I feel that we have lost our sense of direction to our goal,it is like going back to square one where it all began.Firstly we need a goal,a goal that we know is worth our lifetime to invest in.Without this goal,we will be running around aimlessly and no matter how fast we run,we will never reach the finish line as we were always on the wrong direction from the start.
Secondly is our preparation in this journey.There will always be obstacles everynow and then,that's why we need to be ready with our shield and sword and be ready to defend ourselves.Spiritual hunger will surely fall as time passes and we will be as stated in the meeting,apethetic.
And lastly,we must have our reasons in what we do or sooner or later people will start to realize that what we are doing has no meaning in it and will eventually stop and turn to other things that are worth their time.Different people have different reasons in why we serve and still remain in the group.I myself is still searching for this reason if not I will never be able proceed to start something I will not finish.
But in order to translate these words into action,we need to make a decision,a decision that we can be confident in upholding and carry on our backs to show others what we will complete.Decision is important as it leads a situation to another.A wrong one can cause downfall and a unsure one will cause unnecessary thoughts.

[感受力]

Tired...

2009-07-30T04:52:00.001-07:00

Sian...today is the most lousiest day ever.cos I think I'm gonna fail my lit test cos I never even read the poems-_-and I think it will be gods doing if I somehow do well.I just came back from soccer,dam tired but tomoro still got another dnt test and I need to study it if not I gg le and can kiss my hopes of gg to double science goodbye:(
Man...I think I need a break from school...and everyone around me are like ponning school everyday...unfair sia

...

2009-07-30T04:45:00.001-07:00

Let me tell you how I feel after today.

1. I am feeling tired after a tiring day at school.-_-

2. I dam angry at my math marks.

3. I want to sleep but I can't cos there are people who are at my house wrecking havock.

4.I screwed up my chinese test today

5. Still need to learn dnt test

...school sucks

...

2009-07-29T00:30:00.001-07:00

Today.

2009-07-23T06:15:00.000-07:00

Haha today was quite a shiok day for me as thursday has the slackiest periods=)But i hated the history test,even though i know how to answer,i was not sure whther my answers were correct ornot and the worst part is that i did not complete the last question!!!so i guess i gg le X.X
After school me,quinn and weili went to acs(i) to evax for this week's RENDITION!!!and today i got a contact!!!haha so happy,it was not really easy to get a contact this few weeks so i'm quite satisfied at where i am right now.haha
Then after that weili left and we were joined by jang and together we left for tiong to watch Harry Potter.I did not really like the movie as it was predictable for those who read the book and many scenes were cut short too.
Action was not really in this movie as most of it was about romance which irks me...anyways in this movie there were more snogging and etc compared to its other movies but i heard that next year,the Harry Potter movie will be filmed into two parts and will probably have more action in it,it will also be more accurate to the book as compared to the past year H.p movies so i'm rly looking fwrd to it=)
so ya...gotta learn my chinese for my retest tomoro.bb

changed the skin

2009-07-12T08:42:00.001-07:00

Nice or not nice.pls share.ty

deserts in my life

2009-07-08T09:16:00.000-07:00

i feel that my life is very dry like a desert where everywhere is just sand and dirt.Most of the time they are changing my life as there are many winds and sand storms that change their places and what i get is still sand,they maybe different,in size,shape,height.but it is generally stil a grain of sand...water are blessings from god,and the plants are like the fruits/breakthroughs...and both of them are rare in the desert.

i think i really have to reflect upon my actions for the next few weeks...my spiritual life maybe stable but it is not up and running yet...and ya maybe more break throughs

iPhone

2009-06-30T03:41:00.001-07:00

Haha using iPhone to write this!lol:)

Tribute To The King of Pop

2009-06-26T08:51:00.000-07:00

australia?

2009-06-04T09:23:00.000-07:00

When i first heard of the news,i was like"oh s***"cos i just read the news papers about the increase .You know it would be quite freaky as i was thinking what it would be like to be the next person to get infected with the swine flu.Haha,i will be like quarantined at dunno where,then people in singapore will be like blaming me,the 'second'person to get the virus and i read that esther's at melbourne so i think should be ok if i go there.lol,remembered my first time in australia,i really enjoyed it to cut short lols.argh i hate it when i got nth to write on this blog,it makes it look so empty,so plain then like the words on the blog is so small,cannot even fill half a page...sian.

thanks

2009-05-31T06:55:00.000-07:00

Guide me,bless me,lead me,watch me,love me,

heal me,cheer me,persuade me,lift me,atone me,

forgive me,enlighten me,push me,capture me,

support me,give me,answer me,accept me,care for

me,shield me,carry me and let believe in you.

.amen

Is this my ocean or the water that i drown in?

2009-05-31T06:25:00.000-07:00

If love is an ocean wide

We'll swim in the tears we cried

They'll see us through to the other side

We're gonna make it...

When love is a raging sea

You can hold on to me

& we will find a way tonight

Love is an ocean wide...

Treasuring Lives

2009-04-18T10:36:00.000-07:00

In this world,many lives are lost.It is said that every minutes that passes,three lives are lost.So imagine how many lives are lost per day?Quite unimaginal isnt it,but it is true...and in this hundreds of lives how many of them know christ?How many of them are saved?How many could be saved?People may say that it was their fate or destiny to die,saying it was god that made the decision in their deaths,but i disagree.
In the movie "SAW" it's about the same.In the movie is this guy who name himself as the jigsaw and plays this game with his victims who he think deserves to die.Jigsaw will always have the advantage and could easily kill them after catching them,but he will always give them a chance to live by playing this game where the victim have to go past sadistic obstacles etc...but the point is that they have a chance.In the same way,God gave everyone a chance to live and to make their own decisions and every decision we make will effect our lives.So if God has given us the chance,the advantage,the decision to change lives,why aren't we using it?its like having an oppurtunity but not taking it.If we just take the extra effort and be conscious about the people around us,i believe more people can be saved,it may not be much,but much is changed in these people's lives.So don't just give up like that,think about the people,treasure them .If we really care,we will be able to see the difference.

2009-04-18T08:03:00.000-07:00

Before i blogged i was finding something to blog about.So i went to google about stuff,random stuff like quotes,places,pictures,movies,went to youtube for a while and yeah...could not really find anything.So i went on pursuing something to write,went to my room to lie on the bed and stared at the ceiling but still...there was no product.Quite fruastrating really,even now i'm still trying to think haha.

so it was about a 2hr period of time wasting time:1:18....nice productivity shawn

Time's Up

2009-04-15T10:49:00.000-07:00

our life is nothing but a breath

- Job7:7

Our days on this earth are numbered and life seem to past slowly now when we are students.But when the next time you look back in your life,you may already be lying on your death bed.

"Make changes while you still can before it is too late for you to regret"

Staying on the right track

2009-01-25T11:15:00.000-08:00

after experiencing the feeling of central vision night

i felt that i was being reminded instead of learning s

-omthing.erm...to be honest i am very dissapointed

in myself when i get reminded of somthing.

it tells me that i am not doing what i am suppose to

do unless i get nudged to do so.and whatsmore is th

-at i am suppose to lead by example!haiz...not a use

to write it here...i wonder how some people can remain being

salt and light in school.its like how rt says that we

are not really trying and need other people from other

gruops to help us,i feel like a faluire as a coreteam

member...argh!lol,but i will try my best that it will nv happen again

but now what im worried about is about the new

structure,there are many chnges and i somehow

need to adapt like the others...

and now i am thinking...wad is gonna happen nxt year?

when all the sec4s leave,i mean i thought of this earlier

in the year but i din really thought of its importance.

ya...now i really noe why our schools are represented as a

baton,so that it will be passed on and the runner will

run his own race.and thru the process there will be obstacles and

dificulties here and there and that is when the real test

comes....we must seriously not get affcted by these things but

stay on the right track,we must never be shaken and drop out

cos of these small difficulties.

Instead,we should stay strong and sprint ahead to pass this baton with pride

HAPPY CNY

2009-01-25T10:44:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

haha time passes so fast,i could still remember the things i did for chinese new year last year.today i went to play basketball with my brother at dover and as expected,there were nobody there.shops were not open,people were a species...boy it felt pretty awkward o ya and only the 7-eleven store & maybe one or to shops were open.haha it felt like i ruled the streets there.

but to me cny is not really something important to me,to me its just a time where you can spend time with your relatives,get$$$,eat food,buy new stuff etc.not a big deal if you miss a cny...

if i could use these days,i would...-spend time with my friends

-catch up with my pri school mates

-spend more time in my studies

-more with him+

-plan the things i wanna do in the future

and many others la,too lazy to write down.lol

anyways wish you people a happy cny,do your best in your studies!!!

Being used

2009-01-10T20:07:00.000-08:00

In life,we are all like tools a sword or an arrow.without any wielders we cannot be
put into good use,like an arrow,without a bow it is just a stick lying down there
wasting space on this earth.but with a bow it can be used to shoot at great distances
and can be used to make an impact on the target.in the same way let us be used and make an impact to the lives of others,thats why many are saying we are alive but we are not living it.

First Day Of SCHOOL!!!

2009-01-02T06:50:00.000-08:00

haix...the experience felt for the first day of school wasnt really what i desired cos err... it sucked?do i need to say more???haha its like this experience can be expressed in just this one word.we first got our lectures by the principle,then followed by the level's 'DEAN'or the councelling lecture(dunno which one first lol) than after that a comedic discipline talk by the dm.thats the only part i liked for the day...o then after that we had recess,nth has chnged much just that our recess times were being changed on a daily basis.than erm...we were late for the lecture after recess and were scolded for half an hour.after that anther lecture than we were forced to sing the national anthem outloud(it doesnt really help if people dont want to sing)haha.o then we were released and went to our respective classes,this was when me kevin & jin kiet went to follow wrong class and err sorta lost our way.damn suay-_-'''.then during classcontact we were told to do our class vision or goal than i was saboed by jinkiet to be dep.chairperson again (two straight years!!!)but the good thing is im not really alone this time cos kevin got picked to be the NE ambossader(duno spell)lol...
WOW isnt it "FUN"?(you have just wasted a few moments of your time reading this post..these few moments that can be spent to hang out with me,so people who read this must treat me to a movie for no particular reason)LOSERS!!!!XD

ok jus joking but that was damn lame.sorry for my lameness but if you really insiston the movie,i dont mind=D.

A Bright New Year

2009-01-01T06:01:00.000-08:00

Haha,a new year is gone so byebye 2008 and hello 2009!!!
let us all embrace new year with ambitions and work towards it.
anyway my family and i celebrated new year at a restraunt near the ferris wheel there.there was also a concert themed hope.ya it was a christian band so it was cool to have praise and worship to celebrate new year at the same time=)

ps. jh and cleon has broken the rulez in my blog and will be permanently be blocked.
rule 87:anyone hu post stupid things in the tagboard will be personally blocked by the owner.

Miracles

2008-12-20T15:02:00.000-08:00

whenever i look back at this,it will always inspire to do greater things no matter how many times i watch this movie.that was where i began to have an image moses as the person who parted the red sea.
but without his faith or humility,i don't think any of this can happen as we need that tiny faith in him and he will do the rest...

let us have miracles and wonders through him.
Let us part the red sea in our lives

as it says:have the faith of a mustard seed and you can move mountains...

2008-12-17T09:03:00.001-08:00

o and this is for people who missed the june camp Watch This,one of my fav parts of the oasis camp!!!

2008-12-17T08:49:00.000-08:00

haha,i was wondering around youtube and i remembered this song i used to love when i was young=)

R-e-v-i-v-a-l (cd2)

2008-12-16T09:23:00.000-08:00

Haix...life without msn is so boring especially when your phone has no money in it.without both of them is seriously torturing,contacting people will be a problem like you cant pass information and stuff.o ya if you din noe my msn got some prob since december and i cannot install it back!!!now i cant get pics from camp...

o ya,this post was suppose to be on my church camp lol,must be the msn which made me ran off topic.
anyways ya camp...not as exciting as the last one but effective as always.i really learned alot from this camp from

the teachings,the speeches...everything.but u know so wad if we learn this things but not apply it?so wad if we say we want our lifes to be changed but not do anything about it.so wad if we say we want to grow but we still live our lifestyle being no different from the others...(i can do this all day without ending.)

when i shared during the fairfield group meeting,i shared about our brother wj whom i really looked foward growing with.wj was a very submissive believer when i first met him.he would always try to learn from the leaders in wad they do or wad they say.he was a brother of ours...

back in june,our group said we wanted to be faithful,to be stronger,to grow more and to be committed and i remembered we either did a convenent or a prayer to be accountable to ourselves.but even with this,we still could not mantain what we promised ourselves.so wad if we do this?wouldnt it be better not having to say it.so ya i shared with my people no matter how strong willed u are or how spiritual u might be,this things can be broken into pieces in just a snap!whenever i think about this thing,i feel a spurge of flame filled with anger deep within my heart not the regular anger but anger in why we could not retained him.

but as always life moves on,so now we should revive our chiong spirit within us to run this race till the end.let us relieve the AWE factor by going to the next level.let us not stop at 20 but go on to 30.and when we evax let us do it with a heart to serve and to all centralites,this coming chrismas event is your chance!jyjy

o,i oso want to encourage all shepherds that we should continue to grow our sheeps and set a target for oursleves to shepherd them with faith and to walk their life together with them...(jy cd2)

2008-12-11T00:35:00.000-08:00

today wasnt the day for me but it got me this break thru to get my objectives right for camp.im sorry shepherding din go well because of me so when u all left i did some self-reflection on wadever i thought about.at least now i can make things right...

2008-12-08T12:20:00.001-08:00

changes of our world

2008-12-07T12:37:00.000-08:00

Generations can be so unexpected like fates cannot be predicted.
like now we have a new 'cool' in our dress code,new slangs,different
genre of songs everything is different!America even have a black
president!anything is possible in this world.

maybe before you know it michael jackson rocks the music world
rick ashley makes a comeback,hippies will be in the streets and all
the 'orhpiang' clothes will become cool.who knows...

The point is not about these changes,but how we can adapt to this
changes...And when we talk about changes it may not just be abt
these things but the changes in our life.adaption is important.

ehh...waaah now abit hard for me to think nia.i wonder how u people
can write a compo-long post,this is impossible man!!!argh!
anyway those of you read this have wasted about 15 secs of your life
HAHA happy reading!=)

Ya so as you all should already guessed,that previous sentence was
to take up space.lol so to continue...

What happens if your life has somehow been changed by things like
if your family was affected by the global crisis of the stock markets,
how would you react to it?(big prob for people who spend money.
so ya if i were you,i would cut down and save more than send.
to add on there are many other types of things that could change
our lives one day...hope this video can help u(not)understand tht

move back the pendulum

2008-12-06T12:05:00.000-08:00

Wow,finaaaaallllllllyyyyy i am able to enter blogspot.
cos of my stupid com that i cant post anything for the past few days...
i feel like ranting about my com got some prob in my internet,sing in,
cannot blog...wad is this!!!argh!

lol,so through this past few days i was thinking about some random s-
tuff like wad if i can turn back time...to change things...to make things
right.its like in heroes where peter came back in time to try and cha-
nge things.wouldn it be good if we can have that sort of power?

But whenever i look back into my past,i feel guilty for causing many
things to happen.its like whenever we do something,we dont do it w-
th a conscience and only after we do it,we will then look back on it a-
nd the only thing that we an do is say"what have i done?"lol jus jk
was just trying to exaggerate things.but it is true that there are som-
things i am truly sorry for...

Of cos i am not gonna tell you what are these things cos they are p&p
haha too bad.anyway when i look at this probs naturally people will
feel like sad,stupid,etc(lazy write)but for me i will just look at it like
its just another problem.i am not saying i got prob or somth but i take
these things cooly.

So ya,im a person that can just accept problems but cannot tackle it or
somewhere there la.i only feel that i allowed someones life go away...

(to all those i've let down,i am sorry...)
picking up a notch will be hard,i'll try my best=)
,

things that cannot be unexplained

2008-11-28T05:59:00.000-08:00

waah...i am very the dirty right now.its been four hours since training jus ended.Sian...tdays training wasnt rewarding.the atmosphere was very dull.coach was scolding us as we couldnt play well...(play until cry)anyway we coudnt blend well during the two on two but was ok during match.enough of that,err... o ya my bro oso just got an iphone today cos of his psle.i was like(wt?!i got 231 and my sis got 243 but we din get anything?!he got 210 and he get an iphone?!what is this?!KAYU!!!)but come to think of it i think he deserved the iphone cos he surpassed his expectations so ya,congratz to u then joel.haiz anyway i want to wish daniel chia a happy birthdae!and ty for leading central to greater heights....now my brother trying to lie to my mther about wad phone my dad bought...so ya anyway happy birthdae to u daniel!

when i was looking back at the sequence of events that happened this year it kinda made me realize that all this things that cannot be explained,unless...there was smth tht cause this miracles to happen.i believe it was god,wad do u believe in?...

my day

2008-11-27T07:55:00.000-08:00

haha,today woke up damn late-12PM!!!cool right?!

Cos that morning i was watching the champions league match LIVERPOOlvmarseille!!!so of cos liverpool owned them with a spectacular header.It was enough to let me sleep and let them play among themselves.

So when i woke up kevin and tc were already at my house dunno doing wad...I then reluctantly got out of me bed(sofa)and went to bathe.Not long after,we went to training.The training todae was very slacky,no runs,no drills,no circuits but who am i to complain haha.Soon after training was over and headed to dover to get a drink...And KEVIN who always is gay talks about gay stuff abt the chicken rice stall:"feng cheng"HAHA funny name.

At 7plus i went to NUS for tuition and was join by my sister soon after.When it finished we went home by my fathers car and got treated donuts by my neighbour.WEEE!!!SUGAR RUSH.

life is going at a very fast pase during the hols.time should be spent to the fullest!and do things tht are enjoyable.

tyg

New blogger

2008-11-26T11:04:00.000-08:00

Haha,yo people!i am back to blog!!!I started on wordpress and now i am trying blogspot so ya...i am new but with the help of anabulla,i successfully cr8ed this blog.